“I’m so proud of myself for doing this.” ~Sam
I quit my job at the end of 2013. I am going independent, and building up my own business, which really excites me. But I am scared.
I was in a dead end in my job, and in my life. I felt that I was underachieving.
It took a lot of courage. I felt that if I didn’t do it, I would be stuck, and my love for myself would be minimal.
Now I am in major transition, and everything is affected. I feel edgy, really edgy. I’m dealing with uncertainty. My strength in the past hasn’t been to deal with the unknown and uncertainty, yet here I am. Happy New Year I say to myself.
But I am proud of myself! I really wasn’t happy before. I was just staying still.
So now it’s about going no further than today. My tendency is to be very future-oriented. I worry about the future so I find it hard to live in the present. I’ve been very practical. I have saved for this transition. I’m not just jumping blind. But my emotions are unsettled.
I’m doing it. I’m taking action. Wish me luck. I wish you luck in whatever change you’re part of. My motto is “don’t go further than today. Everything else is noise.”
All the best,
Sam
